a toughest week

hurm.. tired of crying =(

ibu kate, jgn sedih2.. kesian kat baby.. mkn kene jaga...
ye la.. kdang2 ksian kat baby.. dia kne dgr ibu dia nangis..

x pe la... supaya dia tau hidup ni bukan hanya sekadar tuk gembira..
ada masa2 yang kita akan rasa sedih...
byk dugaan yg datang terpaksa tempuh dengan senyuman..

klau baby x blajar rs sedih, cam mana nk tau ape tu gembira?

i'm glad for having all of them around me...

MUNGKIN ksedihan hari ni adelah pemangkin kejayaan hari esok..
MUNGKIN kejatuhan hari ni adelah pembakar semangat tuk berjaya...

MUNGKIN...

mommy-to-be

this is a new experience. to me n hubby..

wlaupun mula2 dua2 blur2 bile dapat tau ak dh prgnant.

after 2 weeks tau dh prgnant, mula la beli apa2 yg patut tuk 'dia' dlm ni... smoga dia mmbesar ngn sihat..

slalu yg d promote, asid folik.. kn kn?

then, pergi lak pada susu.. nasib baik la ak ni bkn jenis yg x ske susu.. mmg rutin ak tiap ari mnum susu o pape mnumn pnas stiap pagi time brkfst n before tido... tp slalunye mnum ak mnum anlene or omega or hi-goat.. klau x pun, mnum ccp...

for da time being, (this few days).. ak mnum EnfaMama A+. Ahaks!

rasenye? hurm... ak ske rase ccp lagi.. huhu. ok! fokus! fokus! ade 2 perisa... vanilla n coklat.. since ak x suke rase vanilla panas, ak pilih coklat.. rase dier lbh kurang cam anlene coklat, muak. hurm... err... agk2 ade x perase coklat mcm susu UHT coklat Dutch Lady tu? kn sedap... kn? kn?

(OK logo HALAL tu bkn logo HALAL Malaysia. coz dia gne logo HALAL Thailand, CICOT~ ;))

next, vitamin... n vitamin...

dulu ak memang byk makan vitamin.. dr kalsium, B complex, collagen, Omega 3,... dan.... byk lg... y? kerana sy ske vitamin! (perangai ku yg pelik tp benar) actly ak mmg ske duk dlm farmasi. n bace pasal ubat2 nih... jgn kate ubat, barang2 kosmetik lg la ske.

hari ni ak bli lg 2 jnis vitamin...

 

pharmacist tu kate vitamin ni bagus tuk ibu prgnnt n baby..1 bji sehari.. rasenye, not bad... x de bau yg x sdp... n kck2 je.. sng nk telan.. x mcm omega 3 yg bsarnye cm jari kelingking ku. every time mkn msti nk t'cekik. haiiii la....

ok enaugh. sudah mlm. esok mau ke kls.... blajr blajr blajr... smoga d prmudahkn smua... 8 days down, 14 days to go~

smoga ak melalui hari2 kehamilanku n hari mendatang dengan baik ~

the fact of life

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Sambil-sambil surf internet and meng'update' resume and CV, ... terbuat keje lain lak... but somehow, semua orang pernah rasa bnda ni.. x caya? Let's review....~

Have you Tried Saying you are Ok
but you are not?                                  -   most of da time~ errr.. or all da time?

Pretending to Understand
but you don't?                                      -   naaa... i am an understanding person (ahaks!) nape? x caye? haha. but if i cannot understand u, i wl let u know.. for sure!

Acting like you are Busy
but in Reality you are Lonely?        -   lonely? hm... sumtime~~

Convincing people that you just want to be Friends
but what you Really want is more than friend?     -   haha! it was long long long time ago~ there is always a thin line between love and friendship. rite?!

When you know that he/she has somebody else
n you pretend that it doesn't hurt
but it Really Hurts bad inside?                  -   hmmm.. no comment~! hate to remember this. but.. it worth it! there u go girl~!

When you say you have moved on,
but the truth is you are just still waiting?   - after wht happnd (as above) i moved on! seriously!

 

When you say you are over with him/her,
but you know you still Love him/her?          -  .... errr .... hm....

Thats What Life Is :-)

 

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