preggy mommy

diam x diam, rase cam kejap jer dah 32 weeks jd preggy mommy~


at first tau prgnant, BLURR~~ terkebil2 tgk result urine test.

EXCITED? hurm.. x jugak...

SEDIH? err... pun bukan..

.. sbenarnye lebih pada risau...

ye la... soalan2 cam boleh ker nk jaga? nti nk kuar lepak2 mcm mana? kena bwk bby gak ker? adoiii ai~

cm mana nk mnghadapi morning sickness?

nti time x larat, sape nk jaga? huaaa~!


diam x diam, dh 32 mnggu..

tgh sibuk2 prepare brang baby.. n barng2 tuk lps bersalin...

cari2 ape nk makan n pakai time dlm pantang. haish. leceh jugak jadi pompuan nih.

stakat ni, Alhamdulillah tak ada morning sickness, or mengidam benda2 (mayb baby tau ibu dier duk sorng n busy... so baby x banyak ragam)

cramp kaki? ade gak skali skala..

n tau ap yang buat rase lebih senang menghadapi hari2 n perasaan yang b'campur2 cm ni? kehadiran HUBBY =) even tak slalu ada, tp hubby banyak mmbantu. alhamdulillah...

klau d fikirkan pasal risau, mcam2 benda yg terlintas.. smpai x tau ap jln pnyelesaiannye. tp,... life goes on... menghadapi dgn redha~

so, untuk set bersalin, agak2 mana yang ok? banyak bnda yg nk d fikirkn.. tp, yg pentng, lagi next week RAYA, oh yeah!

ok! even baju kebaya yg d bli awal tahun dulu dh x de mood nk d pandang, nk cari baju raya pun dah x de mood, saborrrrr je la... tgk kat internet smua bju raya n dress ngn pinggng yang ramping2. tambah sedih lak rase. nasib... nasib....

raya tetap raya, yang penting sgala ktupat, rendang boleh ku makan raya nih.

a toughest week

hurm.. tired of crying =(

ibu kate, jgn sedih2.. kesian kat baby.. mkn kene jaga...
ye la.. kdang2 ksian kat baby.. dia kne dgr ibu dia nangis..

x pe la... supaya dia tau hidup ni bukan hanya sekadar tuk gembira..
ada masa2 yang kita akan rasa sedih...
byk dugaan yg datang terpaksa tempuh dengan senyuman..

klau baby x blajar rs sedih, cam mana nk tau ape tu gembira?

i'm glad for having all of them around me...

MUNGKIN ksedihan hari ni adelah pemangkin kejayaan hari esok..
MUNGKIN kejatuhan hari ni adelah pembakar semangat tuk berjaya...

MUNGKIN...

mommy-to-be

this is a new experience. to me n hubby..

wlaupun mula2 dua2 blur2 bile dapat tau ak dh prgnant.

after 2 weeks tau dh prgnant, mula la beli apa2 yg patut tuk 'dia' dlm ni... smoga dia mmbesar ngn sihat..

slalu yg d promote, asid folik.. kn kn?

then, pergi lak pada susu.. nasib baik la ak ni bkn jenis yg x ske susu.. mmg rutin ak tiap ari mnum susu o pape mnumn pnas stiap pagi time brkfst n before tido... tp slalunye mnum ak mnum anlene or omega or hi-goat.. klau x pun, mnum ccp...

for da time being, (this few days).. ak mnum EnfaMama A+. Ahaks!

rasenye? hurm... ak ske rase ccp lagi.. huhu. ok! fokus! fokus! ade 2 perisa... vanilla n coklat.. since ak x suke rase vanilla panas, ak pilih coklat.. rase dier lbh kurang cam anlene coklat, muak. hurm... err... agk2 ade x perase coklat mcm susu UHT coklat Dutch Lady tu? kn sedap... kn? kn?

(OK logo HALAL tu bkn logo HALAL Malaysia. coz dia gne logo HALAL Thailand, CICOT~ ;))

next, vitamin... n vitamin...

dulu ak memang byk makan vitamin.. dr kalsium, B complex, collagen, Omega 3,... dan.... byk lg... y? kerana sy ske vitamin! (perangai ku yg pelik tp benar) actly ak mmg ske duk dlm farmasi. n bace pasal ubat2 nih... jgn kate ubat, barang2 kosmetik lg la ske.

hari ni ak bli lg 2 jnis vitamin...

 

pharmacist tu kate vitamin ni bagus tuk ibu prgnnt n baby..1 bji sehari.. rasenye, not bad... x de bau yg x sdp... n kck2 je.. sng nk telan.. x mcm omega 3 yg bsarnye cm jari kelingking ku. every time mkn msti nk t'cekik. haiiii la....

ok enaugh. sudah mlm. esok mau ke kls.... blajr blajr blajr... smoga d prmudahkn smua... 8 days down, 14 days to go~

smoga ak melalui hari2 kehamilanku n hari mendatang dengan baik ~

the fact of life

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Sambil-sambil surf internet and meng'update' resume and CV, ... terbuat keje lain lak... but somehow, semua orang pernah rasa bnda ni.. x caya? Let's review....~

Have you Tried Saying you are Ok
but you are not?                                  -   most of da time~ errr.. or all da time?

Pretending to Understand
but you don't?                                      -   naaa... i am an understanding person (ahaks!) nape? x caye? haha. but if i cannot understand u, i wl let u know.. for sure!

Acting like you are Busy
but in Reality you are Lonely?        -   lonely? hm... sumtime~~

Convincing people that you just want to be Friends
but what you Really want is more than friend?     -   haha! it was long long long time ago~ there is always a thin line between love and friendship. rite?!

When you know that he/she has somebody else
n you pretend that it doesn't hurt
but it Really Hurts bad inside?                  -   hmmm.. no comment~! hate to remember this. but.. it worth it! there u go girl~!

When you say you have moved on,
but the truth is you are just still waiting?   - after wht happnd (as above) i moved on! seriously!

 

When you say you are over with him/her,
but you know you still Love him/her?          -  .... errr .... hm....

Thats What Life Is :-)

 

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