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Monday, April 11, 2011

wedding...?!

i'm a woman.
age 24~
livng in KL~
on weekdays, i'm an employee..
on weekend, i'm a student...

scara jujur, PERKHWINN x prnah termasuk dlm 'senarai perncngan kehidupan'
my list was ~ abskn degree, kje, kmpul hrta, melancong every year, kje kt luar ngara.. n enjoy ngn duit sndiri.

that's it!

but suddently, it happen.

he came back...

dlm ak sibuk kjar cita2... enjoy my single life... kmpul hrta cm snarai, tiba2 hal yg x prnh d fkrkn msuk dlm snrai n bt smua yg d susun terpaksa dirombak~ hm...

is he the right one? ---- i don't know
do i have to get married? ---- YES!
is this the right time? ----- i don't know!
am i ready for this? COMMITMNT? --- I DON'T KNOW!!!!

bila kali t'akhir ak couple?
it was years ago... tu pun last for 2 months jer~
then i decided tuk tarik dri dr relation tu.
coz x ykin ngn dri sndiri tuk blajr n 'in relationship'
ni ker mksudnye tkut ngn komitmen?
tp bg ak, ak korbnkn relation tu tuk mase dpn kte org...
x slh kn?

n ape alasn tuk ak tolak kali ni?

x abs blajr lg? --- owh ak dh abs n nk abs lg skali...
blom kje? --- dh sethn lbh ak kje...
jaga mak ayh n komitmen ngn family? --- nmpk sgt tpunye~
blom sedia? -- YES! ak msih blom sdia ngn smua tu... mnta izin ngn smua bnda yg ak nk bt o mn sj yg ak nk pergi.. blom sdia tuk bt kputusn ngn kata2 seorng lelaki yg mn b4 ni smua kputusan ad kt tgn sndiri...

ak tutup mate n melihat jalan yg masih kabur~

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