the fact of life

Start time: 0242H 

Sambil-sambil surf internet and meng'update' resume and CV, ... terbuat keje lain lak... but somehow, semua orang pernah rasa bnda ni.. x caya? Let's review....~

Have you Tried Saying you are Ok
but you are not?                                  -   most of da time~ errr.. or all da time?

Pretending to Understand
but you don't?                                      -   naaa... i am an understanding person (ahaks!) nape? x caye? haha. but if i cannot understand u, i wl let u know.. for sure!

Acting like you are Busy
but in Reality you are Lonely?        -   lonely? hm... sumtime~~

Convincing people that you just want to be Friends
but what you Really want is more than friend?     -   haha! it was long long long time ago~ there is always a thin line between love and friendship. rite?!

When you know that he/she has somebody else
n you pretend that it doesn't hurt
but it Really Hurts bad inside?                  -   hmmm.. no comment~! hate to remember this. but.. it worth it! there u go girl~!

When you say you have moved on,
but the truth is you are just still waiting?   - after wht happnd (as above) i moved on! seriously!

 

When you say you are over with him/her,
but you know you still Love him/her?          -  .... errr .... hm....

Thats What Life Is :-)

 

End time: 0328H

 

menjahit pulak~~~

aktiviti mngisi masa lapang.

mase yg best tuk blajr bnda2 baru... best kan?

so, kali ni ak pilih untuk pergi kelas MENJAHIT tudung.

hahaha. ak pun x tau macam mana org yang x reti jhit cam ak ni leh g daftar kelas menjahit tudung... 

nama pn x tau.. kne la g kelas kn... ok fine~

actually dah lama search pasal tempat ni. dulu ingt nk blajr jahit baju. tp kelas tuk malam pye dh penuh.. n start kul 6.30 ptg.. ak blk kje je dh kul 6.. plus skg ni asyh blk lmbat je.. cam ssh jer nk g..

kelas ni sehari jer.. dr 10 pg smpai 6 ptg cam tu...

thnx tuk kak yatie n kak lynas~

belajar jahit tudung... starting

actually silibus ari tu tuk blajr tdung scallop, tudung siti yg luar n dalam..

tp since daku ni x pkai tudung siti, jd ak request tuk blajr bt inner neck n syria.. n hasilnye... tadaaaa~

syria~ ak request nk blajr tdung ni..

upload yg time pkai syria je la.. yg scallop tu rs cm baik sgt lak. huhu~ u got wht i mean? hehe

hasilnye... dari kanan, tudung scallop, syria (belakang) n inner neck =)

oleh kerana daku ini x reti menjahit.. plus pkai mesin industri yg memang laju tu, ade la gak terbabas even dh try sebaik mungkin.

tp cikgu kate jahitan ku kemas n leh bt jahit baju lak~ hahaha!

abs la tailor ku tergugat kalau daku leh jahit baju sendiri..

tp nk jahit baju nti2 la.. cam byk sgt lak program ak sekarang ni...

1 step at a time.

jual tudung lak la lps ni.. err... bleh ker? tngginye angan2 ni~ lalala

not bad actually...

new experience, new frens, new faces.. chill =)

x-mas datang lagi~

HO HO HO~!
it's X-mas again...
let's celebrate... bukan celebrate x-mas...
our anniversary~ =)


tgh hari kami ke kellie castle~ dulu slalu gak lalu dpn kellie castle time hantar akk ke matrik perak.. tp x prnh masuk pun..

since slalunye ak banyak g mall, ths time g tpt b'sejarah lak. ahaks!

tgk skit2 je dh la eyh.. yg gambar dr bwh tu cam x brape elok jer nk letak...

historical la kekdahnye~~

pemandangan dr atas... hijau jer... rs nyaman jer even matahari pye la terik~

2nd part, makan2.. since kami mmg suka mkn, beberapa hari before tu ak dh fikir tmpat mana nk pergi.

so, ak bwk incik hubby merasa suasana italy..

da food.. da people.. da environment~~~ buonissimo!

healthy appetizer..

 mine... lamb chop my fav.

his.. err.. lupa lak ap ni.. beef steak x slp..

tiramisu~

a perfect day.. looking foward tuk acara mkn2 cam ni lg... hm.. nxt ad ap lg ye~~~

my fav pic of da nite =)

arrivederci~!

the very 1st step

cek dh d bank in ~

application form dh d fax ~

waiting....

yahoo mail : Inbox (1 new message)

Perkara : Tawaran memasuki kursus

yeay! this is only the very 1st baby step.

many more to come.. a long long way to go~

2 months to go...

thinking of something..

what should i do while waiting for the busy days to come?

sit back n relax?

no.no.no.

so not me~

trying my VERY best

11 weeks

+

2 years of exam

+

3 years

=

5+ years!

how YOUNG i am going to be that time?

owh... umo brape pulak ak nk jadi manager nih? hahaha!

tp, klau x start skg, bile 5 tahun tu nk abs?

bile nk jadi manager? heee.

ak dah pilih jalan. no way ak akan patah balik.

life is like one way road.

doa tuk yang terbaik dalam idup..

this is my passion.

......aiming......

Let iT bE~

pejam celik. pejam celik. cak! 7 months already =)



as usual... org pun dah mula tanya2..

"dah ade isi blom" dannnn smua ayat2 yang sewaktu dengannye..

the truth is, we r not expecting anybody or anyone~! full stop!

kalau yang bertanya tu ahli kluarga o member2 yang memang ku kenal, i don't mind (ye ker?).. but klau orang yg bertanya tu ntah makcik2 mane ntah yang aku x pernh tgk muka pun, mulut ni ringan jer rs nk shoot.

so, bagi mengelakkan daripada sebarang kata2 yang x sepatutnya, baik ak blah~ knnnnn?

if u r my family o frenz, MAYBE la bertanya coz concern.. or nk kongsi rasa gembira klau jawapan aku positive. tapi klau orang yang bertanya tu ibarat cm orang2 yang aku jumpa kat kaki lima pasaraya, pe hal lak nk sibuk bertanya ibarat busy body nih??

klau sibuk nk tgk baby, g mngandung sndiri! duhhh!

rezeki ada d mana2

hm.. so here we go...

1st... slepas berfikir. n brfikir n berfikir, (bukan setakat fikir 2 o 3 kali.. tp lebih dari 23 kali).... i am not going to further my PhD.. Y? hm... *let it be*

2nd.. I am going to try something else... yes. I mean it. with a few investment.. harap apa yang ak buat ni berbaloi.. but still kene study lagi... notes.. exams... but this time will be different. *i guess so...*

Bila ak mintak pndapat ayh, ayh cakap "cuba la"

Me: cuba? with this amount of money, bukan setakat cuba2~

Application akan d hantar in a few days.. or tomorrow. hopefully ada good news.

Owh, but first, on Monday, I will tell my manager that I stay~ Owh Monday.... ok. lupakan Isnin yg tgh tunggu (ok. actually Manager yg tgh tunggu keje2 ku nk d bawa ke JAKIM) .. lalui hari ahd esok dengan ceria =)