wedding...?!

i'm a woman.

age 24~

livng in KL~

on weekdays, i'm an employee..

on weekend, i'm a student...

scara jujur, PERKHWINN x prnah termasuk dlm 'senarai perncngan kehidupan'

my list was ~ abskn degree, kje, kmpul hrta, melancong every year, kje kt luar ngara.. n enjoy ngn duit sndiri.

that's it!

but suddently, it happen.

he came back...

dlm ak sibuk kjar cita2... enjoy my single life... kmpul hrta cm snarai, tiba2 hal yg x prnh d fkrkn msuk dlm snrai n bt smua yg d susun terpaksa dirombak~ hm...

is he the right one? ---- i don't know

do i have to get married? ---- YES!

is this the right time? ----- i don't know!

am i ready for this? COMMITMNT? --- I DON'T KNOW!!!!

bila kali t'akhir ak couple?

it was years ago... tu pun last for 2 months jer~

then i decided tuk tarik dri dr relation tu.

coz x ykin ngn dri sndiri tuk blajr n 'in relationship'

ni ker mksudnye tkut ngn komitmen?

tp bg ak, ak korbnkn relation tu tuk mase dpn kte org...

x slh kn?

n ape alasn tuk ak tolak kali ni?

x abs blajr lg? --- owh ak dh abs n nk abs lg skali...

blom kje? --- dh sethn lbh ak kje...

jaga mak ayh n komitmen ngn family? --- nmpk sgt tpunye~

blom sedia? -- YES! ak msih blom sdia ngn smua tu... mnta izin ngn smua bnda yg ak nk bt o mn sj yg ak nk pergi.. blom sdia tuk bt kputusn ngn kata2 seorng lelaki yg mn b4 ni smua kputusan ad kt tgn sndiri...

ak tutup mate n melihat jalan yg masih kabur~

finally~ da final draft!

woott~! wooot~!

FINALLY!

the final draft~

after weeks kegelisahan... tdo x lena n bt ap pn rs x kena je...

lps 2 ari cme tdo kurng 5 jm,

akhirnye ari isnin, 4.10 pagi... final draf pn siap n d send pade coursemate =)

tdo ngn nyenak even kne bgn dlm mase 3 jam lps tu...

pg itu bt kje ngn agk blurr2~ akibt x ckup tdo.

ngntuk smpai rs cm nk nangis!

*mata panda*

lunch hour pn x mkn,.. tp g tdo kt blk rehat...

ptg kje lak ngn klaparan... (owh dugaan idup!)

otw blk umh, ape lg~ drive thru McD je la... tu yg plng sng...

coz mmg dh smpai tahap lapar nk mkn org~ haish!

mlm, kul 8 lbh tdo smpai esk pg nk g kje blk...

wah...

what a life!

tuk smua org yg pernh ku temui

this is only an open letter tuk each n everyone i knew~

i had learn A L.O.T from u guys~

even yg cme knal kejap.. klau lame apeth lagi...

even relation yg kte bina b'akhir ngn ksedihn... o kisah yg x smpai... o prgaduhn...

tp prcayalah... stiap org yg ku knali tlh 'mmbina' ak pda ari ni =)

bkn smua kisah yg sedih tu cme mmbung mase...

cuba fkrkn...

"even prcntaan kita putus kt tgh jln, at least sy dh blajar cm mane tuk mnyayangi orng...

at least sy blajar cm mane tuk pjuk klau org majuk"

"even sy prnh kcewa yg amat sgt... at least sy tau ade kwn yg boleh kongsi rs sedih sy..."

"even sy dh cuba tuk mnyayngi awak, tp sy x boleh teruskn... at least sy dh fhm ap yg ati sy nk..."

better prpisahan ni jd skg... dr kte bercnta bertahun2... dr kte kawin n ank berderet2...

biar sy rs skit skg... ble relation kte hya babitkn kte berdua n bukan kluarga...

even waktu tuk kte bersame cme skejap, sy tau ade sy akn jmpa org yg lbh baik nnti~

-::without the wrong moves, we will never know thw right ones::-

saya minah kilang

baju uniform putih n b'sluar biru~ pkaian rsmi tiap2 ari~
"dh blajr bgus2, g la cr kje krajaan..."
bkn skali dua ak dgr psann dr pihak pnaja cm ni
ak cme mmpu senyum jer~

bkn x bleh cr kje krajaan... cme.. hm... minat tiada..
ak cr kje bkn tuk sethn dua..
nk kje lme...
klau bt kje yg x mnt, cm ne nk thn lame...?

np bkn kje krajaan? np d kilang?
sbg utama... sbb.. bju kurung (maaf sy tiada smangat Melayu yg kuat)
tu la sbbnye actly... x betah tuk pkai bju kurng stiap ari...
b4 ni pkai bju kurung ari ry 1st n 2nd jer~ tu pn klau blk kg..

sy ncr kje yg sntiasa ad kje.. hukhuk..

"kje krajaan sng.. byk bnefit.. ade pencen"
ok.. bnefit mmg byk... elaun itu. elaun ini... bla3...
(ha la. kje cikgu yg sparuh ari tu tgk elaun brape byk?) guru eyh? huh!
pencen? hmmm... i already plan for my retieremnt =) even i'm only 24 now...
insyaAllah... ak akn pstikn ak brsara ngn sng ati =) ... err.. 40 yrs to go?

i love my job =)
ok wht kje skg... great bosses i had (even Chinese bosses + my chinese manager)..
good environment (relation wif other employees even malay operators n org chinese admin)
n i had a great labmates..all are chinese  =)
owh... n i dont hv to brng any job blek umh.. good. time 4 my fmily n 4 myself
7 min away from home...
will get at least 2 months bonus every yr =) weee~!

but i thnk i'm in comfort zone~

....memikirkn krja br....

mArcH = bulan 3

baru je melepasi bulan MARCH~

23/3/2011~ my 1st yr annivrsary kje kt sni...

yeay! gud2.. b'tahan gak sethn..

MARCH 2011 = bulan yg kelam kabut~

hm... byk bnda nk kne sttle~

HACCP cert ~ approved ~ Alhamdulillah... (at last~!)

HALAL cert ~ going on... (OT every day siapkan bnda alah ni)

thesis ~ going on... (blk umh terus bkk lappy)

preparation ~ going on (nsb baik parent mmbntu dgn sgt byk)

class on weekend ~ going on as usual~ test n asgmnt.. etc...

bla.. bla.. bla...

customer complaints? ~ haiya... rasenye bln ni plng byk dpt kotttttt~



i luv purple... but i hate to see this~



wht hppen to my life? --> GONE

free time? ---> PENDING

enough rest? ---> in my DREAM

i guess ths is wht grown up do~

"kalau dlu isi mnyak keta RM80 smnggu, tp skg isi mnyk keta RM60 tuk 3 mngu~!"

whatever happen, chill =)

thesis owh thesis~!

final draft~

patut hntar before 4th April. n what am i doing now? writng n writng~

esk hntar final draft to supervisor...

OMG~! thought bt study gne questionnaire lbh sng dr msuk lab...

tp...

berganda lak susahnye...



checklist



klau dlu bt research time msuk lab... memerap dlm lab dr pg smpai ptg..

nsb baik x leh bwk rdas n cmemical blk rumah.

klau x klau rumah pn nk bt.. bg cpt siap...

klau dlu time bt research msuk lab... pg ptg ngadap radas.. jmpa org2 dlm lab jer.. byk sgt tgk radas smpai luahkn prasaan kat bikar, pipet, silinder pnukat, etc~

ble kali ni bt questionnaire... 2 bulan bil phone lbh RM500 smata2 call org sne sni... mmg ak kje tuk byr bil telefon knnnn...

ble kali ni bt questionnaire... tiada experience n ni 1st time terlibat.. smua jd huru hara...

~ hm.. berfikir sejenak... am i going to furthur my study...? (again...) ~

books to let GO ~

Tuk sesape yg berminat mau menggunakan bku2 rujukan KIMIA spt d bwh, anda boleh mndapatkn secara PERCUMA~! (klau korng rs nk bli pn ku ok jer ;). org kate rezki jgn d tolak. ahaks!)

d bwh adelh bku2 rujukan yg ku gunakn time undergrad. area thn 2006-2009.... tuk bdk2 kmia Universiti Putra Malaysia (UPM), bku2 ni merupakn antara bku2 rujukan yg d gnekn oleh lecturer2 d Fakulti Sains.

Kondisi buku adelah BAIK. (except 4 basic solid state chem coz gam dier x sebaik bku atkins.. but all pages are still there. don't worry)

(kesan2 highlighter yg ku gnekn time bt rujukn. harap maaf ianya x leh ilang)

Reason to let go, sharing is caring =)

cme perlu byr tuk hrga pos (tp ku rs lbh baik dtg amk coz berat bku2 nih)

klau yg b'minat tu tgl area UPM, ku akn pergi UPM every weekend

(Januari-Mei, ku akn g stiap sbtu coz ade kelas)

antara bku2



Physical chem, Atkins, Oxford, 8th edition



Inorganic chem, Shriver & Atkins, Oxford, 4th edition

Chemistry (Matter and Its Changes), Brady & Senese, 4th edition

 

Principles of Instrument Analysis, Holler



Intro to spectroscopy chem, Pavis, 3rd edition 



Basic Solid State chem, Anthony, 2nd edition

  if ade yg interested, just drop me a msg. tq~!